Weather and personal prayer requests.

Hello all,

 

We have our first major storm of the season happening this morning and a high wind warning.  We are supposed to go to the Pumpkin patch with ILR and what a mucky, muddy, mess it will be.  Please pray for our traveling mercies today, especially since all the oil is risen to the top of the roads making for slick conditions.  There's going to be more rain and whenever it is so dark, my SAF kicks into swing.  I'd prefer to take alternative  homeopath meds or have more full spectrum lights to help me along.  So, could you just pray for us today, please?  I feel great when I get enough sun light.  I was teasing my husband saying that I must be part plant or something.  I needed the sun so I could do my own version of photosynthesis. Wow! I'm already hearing sirens outside.

 

Also, I'm feeling discouraged about our Bible study group.  We only have four people, which is okay most of the time, but when one goes away, it really makes a huge difference.  I had something really exciting planned for yesterday and we had one person cancel.  I don't mean to make any of my group members feel bad or like I'm doing guilt trips, but I guess I'm still feeling upset about the loss of James and Erin from our study.  Granted the young man from the couple wasn't good for our group, but it seemed like we had some real good times and it was real nice when there was more than just four.  There are some things I want to do and more than four would be helpful.  Even the discussion times don't seem to last as long.  I just wonder if God is disbanding our group?  I'm just not sure.  I would like to continue it.  However I feel like I'm pulling all the rest of the people along with me I'm in shoulder high water in the River of God and one person is waist deep and another is in shallower water nearer the shore.  I'd like to go full tilt into the water that is over my head and swim in the River of God and for trying to encourage others to join me, I feel held back.  If I were to go where I want to go, I'd feel selfish.  So, I just need some prayers today. I think I need a major refreshing.  I could also use some physical healing.  I have a little of that HP virus on my hands and am scared to death about it going into other body parts and giving me cancer.  So, could you please just pray that the virus totally leaves my body.  

 

The meth addicts are still at their same stuff, and I don't know where they are.  I just know I smell it invading my home.  Sorry.  I wish I could have a better attitude about the strong fumes, but I can't have a good attitude about what those fumes can do to us.  Anyway, I'm just growing really weary today of praying for this situation to go away.  I'm just so tired that I can't even pray in the spirit for any length of time.  I feel like I'm one small car pulling a trailer and a boat up a steep mountain.  It doesn't seem like there's any end in sight with this meth.  I'm again feeling resentful of all those who don't believe us because they don't see it.  I don't understand.  Their eyes tell them everything?  If this whole meth is in my imagination, then it must be in the imagination of all the blind people who come here.  One person refuses to come back to our home because of breathing issues.  So, I feel like my hope and dream of having a house of ministry is being really hampered.   Most of the time, I try really hard not to complain, but I'm just feeling kind of buffeted about and tired today. Thanks for putting up with me.

 

Anyway, I hope everyone is having a good morning.  I need to get up and feed River now, and gather up my knitting project and song tape so I have plenty to do if we have a long time to wait.  My student may or may not show up to class today, so I'm not sure how to plan for that or get myself ready. Me and the unexpected don't mix, especially today.  Thanks everyone.

 

Blessings,

 

Sean

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